Losing It For Real

My Darlings,

I can’t even describe what that night—or rather, what that whole weekend—was like for me. I could finally understand what everyone always said about sex, because until then, I didn’t like it at all and thought only men experienced pleasure…

Yes, my ex, the one I lost my virginity to, was a complete troglodyte, and for a long time, I lived with that disappointment about sex! Why did I have so many desires and absolutely no satisfaction? Having this weekend without his ex around was truly a revelation. Now, finally, I was losing my virginity for real!

That night was magical. We made love, and he showed me new sensations, pleasures I’d never felt before—a mutual satisfaction, intense desire, and afterward, a beautiful lightness. Dawn was already breaking when I left his place… I went back home and went to bed, and even though I was on cloud nine, I managed to fall asleep!

I woke up to someone telling me to answer the phone…

_”Jess, it’s already 11 o’clock. Are we going to the beach?”

_”Who is this?”

_”It’s me, Buddy.”

_”Oh, hi Buddy. Good morning to you too.”

_”Are we going to the beach?”

_”Yes, let’s go. I’ll get up, get ready, and call you when I’m leaving.”

_”No need to pick me up, I’ll meet you there, okay? Just don’t go back to sleep! Haha.”

_”Alright, I’m getting up. See you later.”

When I hung up, I lay there thinking about the night before, and suddenly the phone rang again. I answered, and this time it was Joe! My heart did backflips, I felt butterflies in my stomach, and a rush of heat between my legs…

_”Hello!”

_”Good morning, did you sleep well?”

_”Good morning… how do you know it’s me?”

_”I already know your ‘hello’! Are we going to the beach?”

_”Yes, we are. I just spoke with Buddy, he’s waiting for me there.”

_”I wanted to go to a different beach, but we can do that another day!”

_”Okay, I’m going to get up, grab a bite, get ready, and I’ll swing by your house in an hour!”

_”Awesome, see you in a bit!”

I got out of bed so happy. He really wanted to be with me again, and judging by the previous night, there were still plenty of new things left to learn—and I was definitely eager for more lessons!

An hour later, I pulled up in front of Joe’s house, and he came out quickly and got into the car. It was noon, the sun was scorching hot, but to us, the time we got to the beach didn’t matter at all.

When we arrived, I asked if he wanted to hang out at Bob’s house. He said no, that he wanted to stay with me the whole time. And I thought: right answer! We went straight to meet the gang, who had also just arrived. Out of nowhere, Joe grabbed me and kissed me right there in front of everyone, making everyone start cheering and teasing us. I think that was his way of telling our friends that we were “dating”!

We sat there on the beach, talking and taking the chance to rest. It had been a long night, and we fully intended to do it all over again.

Around 4:00 PM, we came back from the beach, and when I dropped Joe off at home, he invited me inside. I agreed because I needed to use the bathroom… When I came out, he started kissing me, and slowly we moved back into the bathroom. Whenever our skin touched, the heat felt even more intense. We got into the shower; he pressed me against the wall, kissing me frantically. His hand guided mine to his dick, which was already rock hard, and I gripped it. Then his hand slid between my legs and began to stroke me, whispering in my ear: “Jess, pull me inside you.” As if in a trance, I guided him inside me, which was burning with desire, and told him to push. With the water pouring down on us, I held onto his shoulders, and we devoured each other until we both came…

It was different, unexpected, and full of raw energy, but after that, exhaustion finally caught up with me! I went home, took a shower, had lunch, and rested up. That night, I was going out to a bar with Joe and our friends.

Our mission was to make the most of the fact that his ex was away and wouldn’t be back until Monday. What would happen after that, I didn’t know; I just knew I was going to enjoy every single bit of it while I could!

Keep an eye out for the next chapter, where I’ll tell you more about this weekend and everything he taught me.

See you soon!

Jess